1. i binged and purged today dang it! but it could have been much much worse.
2. i woke up at 9:45 with a nutritionist appointment at 10. ever since then i've been horribly behind.
3. i just wrote an entire song in a hurried hour and a half for Alice in Wonderland. Talk about barely making a deadline, as i have to teach it in approximately 20 minutes.
4. weighed myself before nutritionist today at 114.4. hopefully by sunday i'll be at least 112. cross your fingers girls!
5. i told myself i'm not allowed to eat dinner, but i decided this just makes me cranky. so i'm having a frozen 200 calorie dinner, which will bring my calorie count to over 1000 including the binge (i purged, but...idk. i never feel like i get it all out you know?)
6. i did resist a lot of unhealthy food today even though i DID binge.
7. more later tonight maybe. but i have to go!! tootles.