don't you want to be.... PERFECT? STUNNING? BEAUTIFUL? don't you want to be...the way you used to be?
calm?
collected?
perfectly masked and shelled?
all alone and safe behind your little prison of bones?
don't you want to have no soft lines? be all hard edges?
don't you want it?
can you taste it?
you had it once.
find it again.
i can do this. i can find who i used to be. i'm hiding, but i can find myself again. perfect and thin and small. i don't need bulimia. i lived without it for months. i do need to be thin
again. i miss my control. and i will get it back.
I WANT TO BE PERFECT.
