there is an elegance in dance that i envy. i wish i had their muscle control, their otherworld-like beauty. in my dreams, i am as graceful and gently and passionate as they are with their beautiful perfect bodies.
their beauty fascinates and moves me.
i ate 1500 calories exactly.
i was convinced that i'd eaten more, it felt like i'd eaten 2500 not 1500. but no, the calculator doesn't lie. it's my first "normal eating" day in about a month, not even kidding.
every other day has been either under 500 (yay!) or over 2500 (nay). but in order to burn off some of those very horribly normal calories i went to the gym, biked (like a maniac on one of the spin cycling bikes) 6 miles in 21 minutes (it said i burned 150. but i was seriously dying. if i only burned 150 calories then shoot me cause it felt like i burned 300), ran 2 miles (165 cals), and did elliptical for 5 minutes (50 cals, i know i got tired hahaha). then did lunges and squats and calf raises with 10 pound weights for about 10 minutes.
it felt GOOD. and afterward, i didn't even want to think about eating. yay! i'm pretty sure i burned at least 500 today. i swear to god that stupid bike almost killed me. :)
i can't wait to weigh myself tomorrow! i'd weigh in now, but honestly it's gonna be waaay up cause i drank 3 16-oz bottles of water (yes ladies, i REFILL my water bottles for about a month, the same 3 every day when i go to the gym. could you imagine the plastic i'd waste by recycling them every time? that'd be like 300 bottles in a month. 3 a month is much better.)
anyway, i decided my first goal is to have beautiful and sexy and tight abs again. like this:
oh, and i want HER hip bones:
can you just shoot me now? please? i'm from california. my body is SUPPOSED to look like this. hahahaha.
i love you girlies! please check the "june weight calendar" tomorrow morning for the results of this weird weird food and eating day!
love you all bunches!!
Sasha.
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