I AM BACK.

i can't even tell you guys. i haven't been on this blog in 6 months, and i have gained 20 pounds. i'm so miserable that i'm back here. i need to get back into where i used to be. i'm now addicted to bingeing, not bingeing and purging. not restricting. it is a total nightmare to say the least.

but i'm back, and hoping to beat the scale.

i missed everyone on this blog so much.